Yesterday, for the first time ever, I did Yoga.
It took about two minutes for the instructor to bring me straight into my zone and let all of my emotions be felt. It was like something took over me once she began to speak.
She said something along the lines of “Put your hand on your heart and think of all the positive things that you want for yourself and the people around you.”
Automatically I got emotional. I’m one of those people who feel from my heart to my toes. When I think of the people that I care about it brings so much joy and love to my heart. It’s a genuine feeling where I truly want everyone around me to WIN.
I want nothing but success for everyone.
While the instructor was telling us to think of these things I had so many different scenarios running through my head.
I don’t want to work a 9-5 forever, and I don’t think I have to.
I want to succeed and be able to say I’m working doing the things that I love.
Those two things stuck with me. It was like the positive vibes that were flowing through that room were just entering my soul. That might sound so corny but its the truth.
Last month I went through a funk where I really just wasn’t feeling what was going on in my life. I felt I wasn’t doing enough, I wasn’t succeeding enough and that I was behind the ball of where I wanted to be at this time. I began to get really down on myself.
“Why isn’t this happening for me, why can’t I get this going”
It started to really dig a dent in my dreams and what I want my future to be. When you start to become discouraged from anything, whether its work, school, your career, it feels like something inside of you is breaking down.
I started to feel like I wasn’t doing enough. Kind of like everything I’m meant to do or felt I was meant to do was all “just a dream” and would never become reality.
I was having anxiety. I began to shut down and pull away from the people around me. I was drinking more on the weekdays for no reason, coming home and not answering anyone’s text. This was all because I was unhappy deep inside.
Recently, even before Yoga, I told myself only I can change my path.
I know that I have it in me to honestly become everything I dreamed to be. Everything that you want in life takes EFFORT, THE LOVE THAT YOU HAVE FOR THAT DREAM & DEDICATION.
That is what motivates me.
THIS IS WHAT DRIVES ME.
Basically, the point of this is that we ALL get discouraged at some point.
IT SUCKS. The only thing you can do is fight through it. Those negative thoughts in your head that say “I can’t do it, this isn’t worth it.”
That is nothing but the enemy talking. We have unlimited opportunity to try, fail & succeed until we make it to the place we always dreamed to be.
DON’T GIVE UP. We fail TO LEARN. We FALL to get back up.
Obstacles are given so that we can overcome them.
I’ve had this whole different view since I did Yoga the other day. It only took one hour with a person who provided ALL OF THIS POSITIVE ENERGY to change my outlook.
I feel like my soul was freed.
Any negative energy that attempts to block this freedom will be blocked in its own self.
I will NO LONGER let anyone take me out of character. I will not let anybody take my dreams and crush them.
ONLY I CAN CONTROL MY FUTURE.
Be humble and be HARD working & everything you believe in can come true.
Once the Yoga class finished I thanked the instructor for allowing me to bring all of the bottled feelings out of me. ( In Lesser words. )
I feel this positive energy will allow any future endeavors to continue to be nothing but positive.
It has taken a lot for me to realize that WITH POSITIVE COMES POSTIVE, and with negative comes negative. The only thing that you can do is surround yourself with people who UPLIFT YOU and leave those who attempt to damage, hurt, and bring you down BEHIND.
PUT YOUR HAND ON YOUR HEART, THINK OF 5 POSITIVE THINGS THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO ACCOMPLISH FOR YOUSELF OR SOMEONE ELSE.
CLOSE YOUR EYES.. TAKE 5 DEEP BREATHS & BELIEVE IN THOSE THOUGHTS.
We all have the opportunity to be great. NEVER THINK LESS OF YOURSELF.
Always have faith in what you are doing & pass that hope onto others.
Support your friends, support your family, support those around you that are working hard.
Its been a little while since I’ve written, but I needed this.
I will NOT stop until I reach the goals that I have made myself & I hope that those who are reading this can feel nothing but motivation.
We have 24 hours in the day and those 24 hours are YOURS.
Take each moment you have to appreciate what you have, and use it to BUILD your future.
Over the past few years, I can say I’ve learned how important it is to invest in yourself. YOU are your biggest investment. If its time, money or anything that you need to utilize in order to succeed USE THEM.
Nothing in life is free. The effort that you put into your dreams is your payment towards the success you shall breed.
Stay Blessed, Believe and Conquer.