Right now its 5:58 on September 7th 2017.
24 years ago one of the most important people in my entire life was born. Now usually I would write some long ass status about how much I love you, but I woke up in a good mood so I figured I would let you know through here.
This blog entry is dedicated to my Permanent Best Friend. One of the Loves of my Life. My sister.
Where can I start with you?
Well first let me say I definitely attempted to kill her twice when I was younger Lmao. The first time I put a pillow over her face and sat on it, you know just trying to suffocate her and all. Clearly that didn’t work. The next time I really went for the kill.
My mom had left the bathroom for a second to go get us towels and Destinie was in a suction seat that they had for the bath tub. Those seats that make sure the kids don’t move. Well I decided to turn it up a notch and try to get the party started early by turning the water on. I decided to make a little pool out of the bath tub and I guess kill Destinie also. *Literally Laughing*
My mom had come back to the bathroom to a pool of water and me saying “Mommy, look Destinie’s under water.” Let me tell you she wasn’t too happy about either one. My mom had tried to get Destinie out of the chair but since it was suctioned it was hard plus she was almost drowning. *Dies laughing again*
I can laugh at this now because she’s alive, but damn. Well end result, we had to take her to the hospital. My Dad wanted to kill my mom and my mom wanted to kill me. 24 years later she’s still around to tell the story. Lmao
I don’t remember any of this but its a good laugh so, why the hell not tell it? Haha..
Anyways, on a more serious note.
I have been through it all with this girl. She may be taller than me but at the end of the day she will ALWAYS be my baby sister. We haven’t had a perfect life but what makes life easier to bare with is having someone by your side. My sister has always been that. We have always looked after eachother and even at the hardest times we have stuck together.
I would do anything in this WORLD for Destinie. And as much as we may fight and bicker, I know she would do anything in this WORLD for me.
Destinie is one of the strongest and most idependent people that I know. Sometimes I look at her and the things she does and I’m like “Damn, how does she do that?”
I admire how ambitious and courageous my sister is. When she wants something, she goes for it. Thats 100% the truth.
I am so proud of all of your accomplishments Destinie. You really take life by the horns and make it the best for yourself and I love you for that. You work hard every single day. No matter how much there is a struggle you stand strong and you get through it. There’s things in life that scare me that you are able to go through and I look up to you for that.
Even as a little sister you have still been a role model in my life. You are someone that I know no matter what goes on in life, as long as you’re next to me. WE GO THIS. I may want to throw you out of a window sometimes. I may want to strangle your ass also. Even through all of that I wouldn’t trade you for the world.
I’ll never forget the car rides home from Brooklyn. We used to hate leaving after spending the weekend with my Dad. I’m such a softy at times and when I tell you my ass is SCARED OF HEIGHTS. I remember we would cross the bridge and hold hands. You always knew how scared I was and you held my hand through it to make me feel better. You always know how to make me feel better, you really do.
This year my sister and I went to Miami. I went through some health issues and I really didn’t know what was going on with me. As a lot of people know I have bad anxiety also. When it comes to being scared about something with my health, my body starts to go into scared mode. I start to get hot flashes, I start to get dizzy and shut down.
During these health problems my heart medicine had reacted badly with the sun. Somehow also causing my potassium to be low. When your potassium is low you can start to get brain confusion. This is something I’ve never went through before. I was sitting at the table with my cousin and my sister and I tried to order food but I couldn’t. My mind got so boggled and I couldn’t get the words out that I wanted to.
This isn’t something that happens to me often. So it scared the HELL out of me. Destinie saw this through me. I had went to the bathroom and had a panic attack, I came back out and my sister knew exactly what was going on just by looking at me. This was one of the moments in my life where I really realized how special my bond with my sister is.
Destinie took me outside and she started talking to me about random ass things. Like “remember when mommy did this, remember when we did that.” She knew that I was scared because of the way I was talking so she took me to my comfort zone by talking to me about things that would ease my confused ass mind. I didn’t even have to tell her what to do. She just knew.
If I was on that trip with anyone else in this world, they wouldn’t have been able to do what my sister did. I can’t thank my sister enough for all she has done for me and all of the times she has been there for me. She is truly my Best Friend until the day that I die.
No matter how much we can tell other people the things we have been through. NOBODY could ever replace the experiences we have had and gone through WITH EACHOTHER.
You are always there to fight for me and I will always be there to fight for you. (Literally and figuratively) .. No, really though lol.
I know this year hasn’t been the best for you. There will be many years to come that will be hard on both of us. One thing I can promise you is that I will always be by your side. No matter what it is in life. If I got it, you got it. You are the other half of me. When I cry, you cry. When you cry, I cry. You may be a hard rock to crack. Trust me, no one in this world knows you like me. I love you to the end of the world and back. Anything that you ever go through I will be right next to you to go through it with you. Words can’t even fathom how much I truly love you.
May this be a great birthday for you. Don’t worry about things you can not change and do not stress things that have already happend. Life is about learning and growing. You have done both and with many more years to come, you will continue to do so.
I love you so much Destinie. You have a piece of my heart that no one in this world could take. I don’t know what I would do without you, honestly. Thank you so much for being the little big sister that you are. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for putting up with my BS as much as I put up with yours. Thank you for sticking by my side and know I will always do the same.
There is no bond like a sisters bond. There is nobody that can replace a sister.
I wish you a Happy Birthday and a Happy and Healthy year to come.
I love you always little sis. HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!
May this weekend be amazing for you, and the turn up be even better.